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Finding Myself

Hello to anyone that’s reading this blog, as you may know, from my past posts Ive been having problems with my confidence and although I haven’t posted anything in a while, ive been working on my self everyday, and here is what ive learned.

I am now 21 and I finally feel like I found myself. I finally know who I am. Only problem is, change. I feel like a confident hyper social butterfly on the inside but shy and quiet on the outside and it sucks! Now ive been working on myself and I feel like I know who I really am its just not that easy but since ive started to make the change a while back, I now feel like a have alot more confidence then I did before, although im still kind of shy. 

One of the mean problems im having is the people around me not accepting change. I personally see alot more change in myself then my family and friends, they not even acknowledge anything when im pretty sure they notice a different in my confidence. There all good people its just, when I do do something that the old me wouldnt do, they look at me like what are you doing? and its like “?” who do you change when everyone else is saying no? 

 

-diaryofashygirl

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How I Plan to Change?

I don’t want to be shy anymore. I’ve tried many ways to gain confidence, none of which seems to work. I wont give up because I want it that bad. I am currently trying to change my life by working on my fitness  and what I found is, its starting to work. Of course its not easy in fact its very hard! when I don’t see huge results in a few weeks it makes me mad and my confidence some out goes down, but I know if I keep at it and work even harder that I will get it, and when it comes so with my confidence.

 

-Diary of a Shy Girl