People always say “anything can happen”, “dreams do come true”, “think positive and positive things will happen”, but sometimes I cant help but feel like there just words and that they don’t really mean anything. You may be shocking to hear this but I am scared of “dreaming”, through out the years I’ve dreamt about so many things, things that weren’t wild or impossible,they just decided to not come true and its been hard seeing my dreams fail over and over again so whenever I thought about something that I want to happen in my future I automatically say to myself ” you cant think of dreams or they wont come true”. I don’t say much of that anymore now that im trying to improve myself I guess you can say my lack of confidence was really trying to tear me down. I am starting to gain confidence in myself, I now know what I want and I know I am going to get it, I just have to faith. Have. Faith.
-Diary of a Shy Girl